Should I? or Should i not?

gosh, idk anymore, why cant u tell when guys u like likes u back, why is it so hard. man, should i let him go or should i not. i kno inside me i dnt have a chance with him but why not try but then i might just get hurt. ok should i? or should i not? the 2 things going on my head. This guy is the guy that i kind of fell for the most probably from my whole life, there is something different abt him and i still want to get to know him more.

For p.e. today we had to go swimming in the freezing cold and i really look great in my swim suit- i really like my 2 pack now almost in to a 4 pack haha, dont u wish u were me. yea i just got to watch wat i eat bc i could have done it sooner but i eat too much unhealthy food. I really hope that babyface is the guy for Nicole and that they might finally go out and that Butters might actually start getting to stage where he gets to Rocel more and that they can get together. i dont really care abt my love life- my main goal for freshmen year is to just have fun being single maybe and i know that everything happens for a reason. i will not regret what god will do for me and that i will be happy with it. I am so tired and exhausted from today. so toodles thx for reading.