FML

I dont know why people keep saying they want my life, and how it's so perfect and how my parents spoil me. I hate it and my parents. When you get in trouble for something, it's like living in hell. Gee... i hate my life right now. This whole week has been so terrible. Hopefully, the rest of my freshmen year wont end like this. Im know crying in my room, not knowing what to do. I just feel like running away but then if i do, where would i stay, i cnt stay at a friend's house, bc my mom would call them. I cnt get a hotel room bc im not old enough. Im still scared to live by myself. I guess the whole weekend, Im continuing my house lock down. I rather should of stayed longer at Open Gym with Diamond if i knew it was ganna be like this. The Tahoe trip will just end up being boring i guess and im not that excited to go to Santa Cruz anymore. FML. Why do i get blamed for something i didnt do?! Arggh... I hate my sister. I want her to die.

It's so hard to live up to my parents standards, especially my mom's. She wants such a perfect life. I do watever she says, but still, she gets mad at everything. Why did she even have children if she's just ganna yell at them and say I work so hard and this is wat ur ganna give me? and blah blah blah. SHouldn't i be the one saying that. I cnt always depend on my friends, every time i have a problem. I love you guys and thank you for always being there for me when i give you guys shit.