So, my dad is being an ass right now, i just wanted to go to Senoir Fashion Show. He couldnt get me money, not even in my bank account. Fudge. & i cnt use my money, bc i need for something else. I will be fighting with him the whole night. I guess. He cant win over me becuase he aint like my mother. hahaha.
Banquet- is ganna be June 15 on a Monday at some restaurant at Alameda, that's when I start at UC Berkely and then i still have to wake up early the next day. Fudge. & Rocel can't even come because that's when she leaves for Vegas, gee im not really looking forward for it.
I feel so lazy. I have no hw, i should be working on my essay and editing it, but it's too hot and like i should get started on my study guide, but i feel lazy too.
I miss those nights when i used to sleep late at night talking to him just as friends . But Im doing this for Rocel & Nicole & of course myself. It's for the best. I was at Burger King during lunch, he walks past me & just smiles at me. Arrgh... i still wanna be friends with him but Im also scared that if we continue talking just as friends, I will fall for him again & that's the least I want to happen. But he saw me in A-hall at my locker before spanish class and he walked me to class & carried my books just because i asked him to, i bet he wouldnt do it, if i asked him to. hahah. Haley thinks he's a cutie, but looks are not the most important. Wait, Im looking for this one quote from Dr. Seuss.
You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.-- Dr. Seuss
That was me before talking to Feathers at night when i didnt want to end our conversations, but he was a guy who didnt see me as a person he would be with. Also, that was me talking to Gerarar, when i had trouble sleeping and so he would tell me stories to put me to sleep. Now when I lay in bed, I fall right to sleep, hoping my dreams will one day come true.
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