Noooooo!!!

Buenos noche. Man, i could've went to Half Moon Bay and have a bonfire with family but too bad i didnt. But i dnt regret it, i hung out with Haley and Corinne after school and then Jorge was just making fun of me because he would tell me jokes and then i would get it like 2 minutes later. haha i have those times. Well, my brother blocked me to go on aim and blogspot but im not that retarded to unlock it from the security, props to Gerardo for helping me. hahah. idk even if i spelled his name right. sorrry. i had a fun night talking to him last night til 2 am. We were being so random we talked about sharks to malls how did we get that and then birds to great america. haha. it's not Great of America haha.

I'm so bored. No my feelings can not come back. It was so hard to move on and so hard to break it up to him that i didnt like him anymore and so hard to talk to him after hurting his feelings. He's the guy who makes me happy now a days. When i see a smile on his face he makes me smile too. When im having a bad day, i go ask him to webcam with me right away. When i have no one to talk to, he talks to me. He's the one that i can actually have a deep converstation and be really funny. Please help me not fall for him again. Nadine keeps telling me i can change him but idnt want to change him, he is who he is,even if he might be a bad influence, i liked who he is. He doesnt show me that when im around him. He's so sweet. idk.

My brother slapped me on the face, he's so stupid. Just because he said i dnt come to him for advice or tell him things anymore. Just because i talk to Kevin more, i think he got jealous or something. But watever that's his problem for not being there most of the time.

Snap my show is abt to start. so got to go.