Santa Cruz

Damn today was such a nice day at Santa Cruz, it was hot but there was a perfect breeze going on and it reminds me of San Diego. It was my first time at Mystery Spot hhahah it was fun, how everything there was so weird and so mysterious ooohhhhh aaaaahhh lol, that was funny. I didnt get that much pics there except outside of the house because everyone was making me their photographers and then they were like u dont know how to take pictures, damn they don't know how to appreciate. Eating at Denny's was the next stop, everyone was bitching at me by saying "eat more ur such a toothpick" "ur so skinny" "go eat" and blah blah blah.

Then we went to Santa Cruz beach boardwalk. I only rode two rides because no one wanted to go with me. But we met up with my bro' friends and so we played like arcade games non-stop and then all the prizes they won, they gave it to me. I felt really special. My aunty and mom and i just took a rest on the beach while everyone else went swimming. We tried to get my mom and aunty wet but they run like chickens and i stopped after a while because it was getting crazy. After we decided to watch the circus thingy and it was so cool watching them do their thang hahha. then we just looked at stuff at the gift shop and bought like 10 bags of Cotton Candy and i ended up eating 2 hahah.

Then we went home to my Brentwood house, damn that was far in the car for like 2 hours and the traffic is so annoying. While my bro's friends went swimming, me and my brother played one basketball. Arrggh... i lost of course. My brother's good. Then we just shot some hoops and we tried to see who will make the most free throw line shots in a row, i was in the lead for a while and i got up to 6 and he got up to 14 damn. i tried to make him laugh but then instead when his friends were looking i was laughing and getting distracted.'

Now time for my internal problem that is killing me. I'm really sorry to the misunderstanding, he knows who he is. I was just honest and you know that it was ur fault. I can't make myself fall in love with you. I thought my feelings were coming back for you but it actually wasnt. I just want to say Thank you again because i wouldnt have gotten close with Mexican Niggas if it wasnt for you. I dont want things to change and become akward just because of this and what you said abt yourself isnt true at all.

now time for me to study for a test. goodnight.