Even the smallest things hurt.

So, i was walking down the hallway and i say hi to these ppl that i was good friends with last year, and they were all like, "finally after such a long time u stop to say hi", "wat's wrong with you now", "u think ur so cool that u cant even talk to us anymore." I know they were just playing around and i didnt get pissed when they said that to me. But when i was in the car, it makes me think abt all my problems and I hate it. I still would love being their friends but like since we dnt have classes with each other and dnt see each other much often, it hurts realizing that everything they told me is totally true. We have drifted from one another but i would love to get more in connection with them like last year. I hope that can happen soon, because even if i dnt show that i dnt care abt u guys anymore, inside my hearts i do. I always tell stories abt how stupid and fun times together and how much i miss you guys. Even if this might be a small problem, deep down inside it really hurts. That's why after school, i was being pretty mean so sorry to those i bitched at.

Gee.. how much i hate watching baseball. I only went there for you Bridget and so i guess you owe me one. hahah. Francis i will get you back from biting me twice and they sting, especially when i put baby lotion. And again i get a whole bunch of im's asking if i like phat or if we go out. I hate it wen you get close to guys, ppl assume if you guys go out already or if you guys like each other. It happens a lot to me.

Thanks Danielle for taking me to the mall and not going to work and just spending time to be with me. It means a lot to me how you always think abt me before yourself. I love you. I'm jealous of you and Allan, how you guys have the perfect relationship and hopefully soon i will be able to be in a relationship like you two.