Independence.

I just got back from watching fireworks, at Alameda it was so cool, I thought so because it was like the fireworks were falling on us. It was like first row seats and not only that we got to see Frisco's fireworks. Gotta love my brother for getting us to a place that wasnt crowded at all. But no firework show will beat Disneyland's Fantasia and the Philippines ahah. It was windy but well worth it.

I'm on the phone with Gerarar, lol. He asked me why we celebrate 4th of July. OMG!!! I told him the story & now I'm asking him questions abt wat he learned from me & he said that the treaty was called Constitution of Independence haha. WRONG! He's so hilarious. So, today is supposed to be celebrating the independence day of the U.S., geeeee.... I cant wait until I get more independence, everyone says you are more free just like the U.S., a free country. I wish I can be like that, why do I have to stay home with family on holidays, well that part, I kinda understand but like days when I dont need to be home, why can't I explore the different adventures just like my brother who like got to do anything he wanted my age. I deserve it more than him,& like my sister gets to do everything she wants too even when I was her age I couldn't do that. It's not fair.

Earlier this day we had a bbq with just kickback kinda thing. I ate so much bbq. NO cousins were over except William, I feel so drifted from them. But like I was saying the most randomest things ever today, like "you were the one who loy down there." LOY? "The dick is on top of the table", I meant to say dock. & other things that were not even funny, I would laugh abt it.

Now time to go and chill and just watch movies or get some rest bc I have so tired.

"Herry up, ur wasting time-a. I thot time is gold."- This one fob girl @ IKEA. haha. I had to laugh at that so bad, I couldnt help but crack up.