I know what I didn't was wrong. I should've never started in the first place esp. now that your busy with college. Kuya, all I really can say is sorry. But still that's nothing and it can't make up for what I have done. It feels like as of I killed you out my life and you kicked me out urs. Diamond has fell apart because of me, the one thing that has inspired me the past week for not stressing myself out in school and knowing you will still be there for us even if ur in college. I just feel like giving up because this is all I can think of doing. I have a feeling I won't be able to sleep tonight and won't be even coming to school, but I want perfect attendance this year. lol.
Dear God, please help me not to lose my connection with Kuya Kevin, the kuya I've never had. It's as if I did this to myself, yes I truely believe I deserve karma but does it have to be like this?
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