Freetime to myself. It's been such a stressful week especially because of school. I don't even have time for myself to do things I love to do. 16 hours a day all about school. Less than 8 hours of sleep everyday. I know that all this hardwork will pay off someday. But when will that day be? Can it come faster but I still enjoy every moment of high school? What will I be like when I get there? Is the friends I have now, still going to be there for me? I always feeling lazy and sleepy. So much tests and my grades are dropping in a way. I flunked my first chemisty test. Good thing there's a re-take. OMG. I don't care about all my other classes all the class I only care about is Chemistry and Algebra 2. Everything's going by so fast.
My first priority is Homework then of course try to talk with friends so I don't feel lost in connection with them. My last priority is me. The weekend is almost here and half of it will be focused on school but the other half will just be all to myself. I need another facial maybe a massage to get all this stress out.
I had a dream last night that Francis was really close to my brother and he told him everything and yeah I got mad at him because I told him he already stole Kevin from Diamond and blah. What if that really happens? What will happen to me? What will it feel like?
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