She said...

I'm the least appreciative from my siblings. Yeah that may be true and I very well agree with her. It just irritates me how she can tell me that after I've done so much to help her. I cared enough to clean and help her around the house and help her with her work even tho I'm not even asking for anything else. She told me I'm the most innocent one from the 3, but she says I don't care about everything she has given me. Yes, I understand I forget to say thank you and stuff but I do keep that in mind that I am thankful to have u two as my parents. Also she said, I'm the luckiest one from all 3 I get to go shopping more them, I get more money like it just pops out of no where, good grades and great attitude. But still you still call me less appreciative.

Earlier while I was looking around at F21 with O3l. That's all I can think about. I felt bad for my parents because all I ask for them to do is buy, buy and buy. It's like money is not an issue for me and there's people out there who have it worse than me. Yet, even I know that I'm still abusive with money according to my mother and that there's people there who have it worse than me. I still seem to not care. I feel a little depressed because I always feel in the need of shopping. I mean earlier my daddy-0 bought me clothes that I prob wont even need and will only wear once esp the belt that I got, I felt I needed.

My brother once told me, " Keep spending the money you have now, you only live once. Money is money, it comes and goes. What are you going to do with all the money if you going to die sooner or later?"
What is that supposed to mean?

God teach me a lesson on being abusive with money, help me limit the money I spend. Help those people in need and please watch over the people close to me. Share my prayer to everyone in need especially the one economy crisis and help us fix the economy in a much better condition.