An angel from right above.

As I cross to get to Southland, I see an angel on the other side. I was so out of it and I wasnt thinking. He runs up as a car comes my way and only it being a few more feet away from me. The car immediately stops and my life is save. He is the angel God sent from above who saved my life. My hero who have saved my life. His name is Angelo, he's an angel, get it? lol. His cuteness blinded me jk. He's another old guy in college.

Anyways, I never had the time to blog because of SCHOOL. My life is taken over. I used to remember last year when I felt like I was actually in high school. I felt I had more freedom in a sense that slowly my parents were trusting me. Now when I'm allowed to go out more with friends, I don't have any time for that. School is priority, friends and family are always second for me now. My life is a repeating intercourse, same thing over and over again. When is it going to change?

I miss the annoyance of his presence, it's been a while now since I've last talked to that person. He used to be such a bugger to me and I hated it, but now when I'm doing homework I'm always waiting for an IM from him and annoy me. But it seems as if I don't feel anything for him, everyone thinks I do. They are wrong & where would you get that crazy idea. I just miss talking to him, that's all nothing more nothing less. There's other guys worth chasing for, but now is not the time. I look at my friends' relationships each one has a meaning to me. But some had quite difficult endings.

All I have to say "it" irritates me. Especially "it's" latest actions. I want "it" out of my life and now words can explain how much I want that to happen. "It" seriously needs to go to the mental hospital and get a life. "It" just keeps on searching and chasing for something that isnt there anymore and I dislike what the results are turning out into.