I hate how...

She's changed so much, she used to be the one of the people I used to come to whenever I needed someone. But people made me see their different persepectives of how they see her because I thought it was only me it was happening to. idk. let things be and make sure there's no drama going to happen.

I hate how no one blogs anymore well of course we dont have time. I hate how my mom made me wake up early and i only worked at her office for 1 hour. I hate how last night ended. I hate school. I hate my sister for spending money then all of sudden she gets money out of nowhere. I hate homework. I hate how I have to spend my weekend will loads of homework. I hate how I might not going shopping today. I hate Annalee for moving so far away. These are times we need each other. I hate how I didnt go to Twin Peaks last night. I hate how people cancel your plans with them, but still had fun last night. I hate how friends don't have time for each other, at least that's how it seems like. I hate how no one wants to make plans, too much excuses, enjoy life a little and live out to your standards when you have a chance. I hate how my feelings are changing. It seems like I'm hating everything now but that doesn't mean I'm emo.

You know I couldv'e done this and that last night and have fun but thanks to the people who catted me out. I very much welcome you. From the football game? Twin peaks? Mall? Tutti? It took 4 different plans/people for me to have fun. I had fun ok I just want those people to know and without them. Even if I wanted to watch Paranormal Activity, but it was sold out and I couldnt help that so I chilled at Union City with the people who made it a fun night.

"hells yeah, nigga you only live once so ball it out"-Kelvin

I miss Annalee! I wish I can drive and visit you. Everytime I talk to you now and read your blogs I wanna cry and just wish you were here with me.