I really wish I can have a ladies day out soon, I'm seriously tired of my guy friends. Lately, I been asking them come kick it with me instead, since they're the one with no drama in life & is down to chill anytime. I miss all drama going on my ladies life. C.A.A.K.E.S., when was the last time we ate out or just chilled?! Annalee, when was the last time we had fun messing around, not worrying about everything going on? O3l, isnt the same anymore either, no more triangle talks the way it used to be when we didn't miss a second of things going on & everything was told. I visit UC vball team whenever I can because those ladies are the only ones that come up to me and we can actually talk. After vball we go right to tuttimelon. But its not the same to me, they are just girls who are pretty much younger than me, but no one I can look up to in a way, but instead they look up to me and that's a great feeling.
But I do dislike the fact, when I plan day out with my ladies, they either cancel out on me or there's always something out there for them to do. Bleh. I know no one has no time for anything anymore, but look at me I still make time for people. In this busy schedule of mine, I try to connect with people because in a short matter of time, I can lose a friendship just like that.
Right after PSAT's I was so excited to go home knowing I can't spend my Saturday being wasted at school. Got home, but I didnt know what to do. I cleaned my house and it feels great but now I'm pretty much waiting for Mr. Cocky and we are probly going to kick it once again. Hopefully, you don't get mad at me if you think I'm spending too much time with him. I just want you to know at least he makes time for me. But just please understand where I'm coming from because lately I been comprehending on your choices.
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