Inspiration.

I srsly loved today just bc i got to hang out with Annalee. The whole day I was with her. Went to watch a bball scrimage, she helped me survive through those long hours. Then went to an all you can eat burrito place with her and Nick. Love it there! Dropped Nick off at work, then went to our secret hide out that we discovered about 2 years ago. Its been awhile since we went there. To be honest we don't even know what city it is in, we just know how to get there. Its worth the toll we pay everytime to get there. Our deep talks there where no one knows we are at are the best times. Went to gmall, omg I love the new f21 there augh got 2 items but I want to come back my bro was so rushing us to go to best buy. Blehh. Its so big too bigger than valley fair's. I wish f21 was my closet. Then got some tapex then went to bestbuy. Thats where all the cute guys work haha. My bro knows like 2 of the cute guys there so they are off limits jk. But Nick is the hottest one there ahha. I love visiting him at work he shows me all the coolest electronics ever, technology is so amazing now a days. Got home and watched UP. It makes me cry. But yeah. I just hated how we weren't able to watch New Moon, so much eager peeps wanting to watch it. I miss how we used to be neighbors and our late night talks and shopping till we drop. Showers together haha. Checking out the niggas. Doing each others hairs. Singing and dancing together. I miss Annalee so much. Today will always be a memorable day for me. Its been awhile since this has happened.

Why did you steal Annalee from me? jk. Why did you rush us to go shopping, its only once in a while she comes here for me? But all I gotta say is thank you for everything. Without you as my brother, things would be so different no lie. Our endless laughs about the stupidest things that we only get and our rude comments to one another.

Our deep talks are the best, nobody's talks like this can compare ours. Even if you never experienced things I go through, its as if you know what I should do. I effin love you. Life would be so different without you. I say you made the biggest impact in my life. You show me the best places to shop haha and where all the cute guys chill at.

Augh, you deserve better. You said not to get mad at her, its not her fault. Thats true but its as if she played you in a sense. You are just a guy looking for some girl to come and love you but all that happens is bleh. But the time will come when it is right. Just remember to keep your head up and forget that girl.

You are the badest from O3l thats all I got to say ahah jk. You experienced the most from us thats why. But srsly, youre a very smart woman and I'm sure you deserve that nigga very much. But you keep wanting to wait. What if he's not there after graduation? People change.

Youre cutest and sexist one of the O3l. I just wanna say thank you for everything, I might not have supported you but still you still bother to support me no matter what. I promise I won't be as judgemental as before.

This girl is the craziest girl I've ever met and she's younger than me! She is willing to do the craziest shit ever. Gosh, I'm so glad I met her she throws a big inspiration in my life. Theres times when we have our deep talks then all of sudden it gets to us arguing about how cute this guy is and what not. You tell the funniest stories ever, as if I was there all the time.

We struggle through chem everyday. haha. Berekley brought us close together and now I feel we are closer. You're pretty and you & boy are too cute. You're such a little kid, thats what I love about you. Too nice to everyone, I can't imagine you being mean.

I met this girl because of my days at UC. You randomly came up to me and touched my face saying i was cute. haha. Weird but funny. We spend most of our days in UC even if we aren't from there. You say we will stay close friends because "our boys" are close friends. Let's make that happen even if they aren't close friends at the end.

You are too cute. You never go a day without saying profane language. But thats what makes up you. I can't beleive you have so much time to do what you want but never enough time for chem hw? lol. But its cool, I'm here right?

You are loud, one of the loudest person I know. You are so fun to be with. Even if I never told you anything, you found out on your on. Its weird but cool. All I got to say is your such a party hardy because you live life to the fullest and you don't let anything stop you from doing what you love to do.

You tell me everything going on in youre life, but sometimes I feel guilty because I have to hide things from you. But all I keep saying to you "its not my story to tell" because i know youre one nosey little girl haha. You know I am too. We have the same tastes in guys most of the time which is funny. There's not a day I don't ever update you tho and you update me, you're like my twitter but you talk back to me. haha.

Ahh, the days are too quick. You say we need to enjoy our last few moments together, let's make that happen. Gosh, I can't believe my parents accept and like you. Will you be the one? Seems like it, but I know I'm the only one denying it. When we are together, I have no fear for anything. Sucks you have to leave but follow your dream.

Those are just the few people I'm close with. Gotta love them for always being there for me. I just wanna say thank you to annalee tho, she help me write this blog, the strength to venting out good feelings feels good too.