Ain't the same.

During this time of the year, last year, was the afternoons I look forward to. Now it is whatever. I don't get that excitement I used to have from last year. I know things change and not everything will always be the same. The reason I love badminton last year is because we got to choose the position we wanted to play because of course, it was fun. But this year has gone a whole new level, the coaches decide what we do and what we play. I don't think this will work out, just because they handpick positions doesn't mean we will be better, it is the ability of the players' skills. All sophomore year I awaited for this, and it is here. Maybe I should wait, until things are much more organized. Also, the minute I walked in to badminton last year, I had a vibe I will love it because of family, this year ain't the same. Ya dig? Everyone has their own little cliques, not interacting with one another, much of the newbies are rebels who skip out on running, don't count as a team or just sit around and chat.

As I am aging and growing up, I realize a few things I never realized before. But lately, I been trying to focus on school and trying to get some feel of the outside world, every chance I get but the rain is ruining it at times.

I'm getting a writer's block now but earlier I had a whole lot of things on mind.