Competition.

I'm feeling so lazy to do any homework, but I have quite many to do. 12 more days of school, and the last week doesn't even count because it finals. I can't wait for summer. I'm gonna get my permit soon and like gee i have no car since my mama sold it. I need a job. I need a lot of things. I want it, not need it.

Everything is going great. I just had a wonderful weekend overall. I didn't stress about projects not like last year's. I'm so thankful for everything. I've realize of I block people out of my life, I have less stressors to worry about and instead people will just come to me. If you want me part of your life, come to me and I'm not even gonna put effort in being friends with people who do not want me. Its totally just a waste of time. I just hate how people can only come to you when they need something, lately I've come to an end, to know who my real friends are and who are worth suffering for. I do know people who have never showed benefit in our relationship, but I have. Well those people can suck it! Plus most of them only come to me about hw, school stuff, rides, money/ food or when no one is paying attention to them. I know I have to play nice, but it gets to a point where its survival of the fitess, you gotta play hard in this world and competitive.

My lunch group umbrella contains many people and out of all of those people I can only trust 7 people and 4 of them have my full trust, who are in my speed dial whenever i need someone to talk to. Someone told me, this world is full of competition, you need to be greedy once in awhile, even tho its ur friends. I agree with competition but not greediness.