There are exactly 65 days left before you go onto another stage in you're life. I know you'll only be gone for 6 weeks but that's a lot, compared to 6 days not seeing you & there's no communication allowed. Then after that who knows how long we won't be able to communicate and how long will I be able to see you again. I know there are times I play hard to get and why don't I just give in, but still you stand here right beside me treating me as if I'm your own girl. I tell myself you're the guy I have always dreamed of having but then there's stuff in the way for things not to happen.
I don't grok how people complain about not hearing from their beaus for 1 day or even 2 hours. Put yourself in my damn situation! It is hard enough thinking about it. Even tho I have nothing to do with him, he does mean a lot to me. He has shown me love consists of sacrifices, although there are rewards. I hide it most of the times when friends ask me about it, but like last night I slept at 9 pm, so I won't think about it. I cried myself to sleep. Once I woke up last night I told myself not to think negatively about it because I'm just wasting the last few moments and instead I can be spending time with him.
Note to self: Stay single.
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