Deal with it.

I don't get how people complain not being with their boyfriends/ girlfriends or lovers for 3 days or 1 week or something. They don't think of the worst can happen. Everyone thinks of their own damn life is much worst than anyone's. Has anyone ever considered my position or at least my friends who complain to me about this? Gah, imagine 6 weeks for training away and then another 6 years. WTH. Thinking about this crap, just makes me all different inside and I try to hide it because I don't want people to think I only care about myself. When that's not true. It just that people rub in it my face when they're like "I miss him/ her so much" Think about me for once? Every night I wish the days go by slower. Sigh... it irks me. Dudes like totally just deal with it.

But anyways, I miss my mommy. I actually have to do work around the house. But then I have hella freedom to myself, I can go home anytime I want, I can eat whatever I want, do what I want, use her car, spend hella money and no one cares. She'll be back on Thursday. Summer is kinda boring tho because I'm hot home till 2 then go out then go home around 10 ish. Like its wake up, eat, work out, get ready, watch tv, go out, eat, go home, go online and sleep. Not really what I expected. But I got to deal with it.