Less than 24 hours ago, you departed to go to Air force training, but you still haven't departed my thoughts, feelings and me. I held my tears back until I exited out the airport doors because you have asked me not to cry in front of you. I cried till I got in the car and your sister wouldn't start the car till I stopped. Your brother-in-law made me laugh tons on my way home. Your family comforted me and I did the same back to them. I know you said its only 9 weeks. But compared to seeing you everyday, I won't see you till Sept. 12, and I can only talk to you through letters. Love fails on me. I've never experienced this with anyone, but you. I never got to say, I love you to you and you said you're still waiting for that special moment. But anyways, I got home and it seemed like my family started to actually wanna talk it out with me. I tried not to cry and I waited till I was in my room and basically fell asleep since I only slept for 4 hours. I woke up with thousands of texts from people and it was mostly your homies checking up on me. I love them. It really motivated me to put a smile out today. I talked to one of them and it really helped. I was able to go out today and have laughs with friends who were willing to deal with me. I love them for being there for me.
I'm so grateful and happy. I love life and I'm so proud of you. I'm gonna write you a letter hopefully tomorrow and send it to you once I get your first letter. I miss you. Don't put up with my misery and try to have fun there, even if its hard. I hope you're doing fine and I hope you know Guardian Angels are watching you. I'll see you in my dreams tonight. Bye for now.
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